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Thursday, September 18, 2008

Dear Xanga,

It's been a really long time since I've spoken to you. I don't think anybody reads this so I guess I'm pretty safe posting here. There's something about putting this out for everybody to see but knowing nobody will read it that makes me feel better. I am a flight attendant, a Christian flight attendant. I'm in love with the Lord and I am still a virgin. I'm saving myself for my husband no matter how long it takes. I've been a flight attendant for a year and it's also been one of the hardest struggles I've ever had. Most, not all, but most of the people in my little world (it's like living in a bubble) do not seek the heart of the Lord. They do not know what it is to sneak away in the middle of the night because they're hearts cannot sleep for the longing of their souls to commune with the Lord. Not only this but they drink, heavily. They sleep around and talk about it all the time. My ears are not as innocent as they once were. It makes me long for the days of Teen Mania when my bubble was completely different. It was full of people who LOOONGED for the heart of God. Sometimes I want out of this bubble and other times I find myself getting fairly comfortable in it. I know I'm supposed to be in it but not of it and everytime I pray for permission to leave it I get told that this is my tribe and I am their missionary. In being their missionary I feel it is ok for me to social drink and I find it is quite a testimony that I have the control to keep myself from getting drunk. I'm not afraid to share the fact that I am still a virgin and this is such a testimony as well. Everybody I have talked to that is not married has said they wish desperately they could go back and not have given it up.

More later...


Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Teen Mania friends awaken the CrEaTiVe side of me


Saturday, May 26, 2007

Tomorrow
Belize

Today
Laundry
Packing
Hanging with Lindsey L
Pictures

At this time tomorrow I will be in another country

I won't be online for a week and a half

I won't be working at Red Robin

I will be running around with children

I will be painting fences

I will be snorkeling

I will be cave exploring

I may get to see Myan ruins

I may get to go river rafting...inside a cave

I will be with a group of people who is pressing in to go deeper

Lord I want to be completely consumed by Your call

Please remind me that you delight in me more than I delight in You

Bring revelation

Bring vision

Open my heart to Your ways

To Your truths

Let me grow in areas I am weak

And open the eyes and hearts of the people who's life we are going to touch



Sunday, May 20, 2007

Mai Tran is getting married June 8th!!!

I missed her bridal shower yesterday

I'm meeting her for lunch today

Fellowship

I'm recieving a Renewing

I find myself Regenerating

And I am Regrowing

Once again the ClAy PoT thought she was beautiful

And perfect

So the Maker took her

And He is smashing and breaking her

But never fear!

He will pour water on her

and she will be moldable again

He will remake her

She will feel that pain

But when He is finished she will be more beautiful than ever

And more importantly

He will delight in her more than ever

She will be His creation

And boy is she excited about this process!!!

If you're feeling that process now in your own life just leave a comment 'cuz you're not alone



Thursday, May 17, 2007

I can't really write what I want to say...

I can say that I am learning a LOT about patience, trust, and faith



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